Sunday, 16 May 2010

DEAR..

if i ever push you away,
i don't really mean to.
when i tell you i don't wanna talk about it,i do,
i am just looking for the right words.
give me a minute, and if i can tell you, i will.
i try to be a struggling mix of real and
perfect at the same time.
at the moment, i am working on the ratio.
when i get really quiet sometimes
it is because i have too much to say
i have thought of too many things to tell u
all at once
and i don't know wut to say first.

i get immaturely jealous of anyone
who gets to see you on a daily basis
i miss u really easily.
but i also like that we can be apart
and we are both okay.
space is good too.

i love the way we love some
of the same things.
and i love how we love entirely different things.

my head is complicated pile of thoughts,
and fears, and cravings, and dreams,
and this tangled up nostalgia for the past,
and somehow, the future.

i am flawed and i am human and i am broken
and i am trying. and i am one person
and i am two hands and i am one
and i am love you.heart.
and i am so glad you are here.

Friday, 14 May 2010

KLIA.WONDERMILK.IOI

Ainaa & Marissa thx sbb teman aku g hanta mak aku ke KLIA. sebab die ade kursus kt terengganu. after that kitorang memanjangkan langkah g mkn kt Wondermilk. mmg terbaek sandwich die wlaupun agak mahal tp mmg sedap. i love it! pastu dengan idea gile ainaa, kami melabuhkan punggung di IOI Mall. mmg aku jela yg shopink kn.sumer tmpt mane pegi aku yg beli brg.haha. len kali jgn ajak aku g tmpt cmtu. pegi tmpt amek2 hangin ke.buang hangin pun boley.xdela dwit kt purse aku kurang kann :D Bile sume da penat.kpale pening.otak mereng, ainaa & marissa meroyan,kami pun baru la ingt jalan nk balek rumah.. :))


























♥ u

missing

miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you
miss you

i 'm so empty without u

Thursday, 13 May 2010

Watching movie with my homies


'Furry Vengeance' is a live action family comedy in which an ambitious young real estate developer, Dan Sanders, faces off with a band of angry animals when his new housing subdivision pushes too far into a pristine part of the wilderness. Led by an incredibly clever raccoon, the animals stymie the development and teach our hero about the environmental consequences of man's encroachment on nature.

I've been watching this movie with some of my friends and it is hilarious n so much fun :))
two thumbs up!hehe. AINAA, MARISSA and ENA thx for temaning me n thx for today's outing. Ena thx fer the dunkin donut :) Ainaa thx for the merepek rapu ko smpai aku TERbwk balek handphone ko.tp aku da hntar blek g rumah ko jmpe daddy ko.haha. n marissa thx fer ur blur that makes me happy.ahahha ;D really love u'olls! <3.>









P/S I MISS U RJ ;)

Sunday, 9 May 2010

OHHmagod !

atlast
akhirnye abes jgk aku sem 4 for degree.
td last paper marcom n x ckup mse.saket jiwa.
but sokey,i've doing my very best.hahaa. ;)
n i should go for a short course this 17 may. yerkk
i only have 1 week fer enjoying ma holidayy
dear friends.. i'll be back sOOn!wait fer me yah :D

<3

Saturday, 8 May 2010

fgghtjnth

:(

:S

:((

T_T

THANK YOU MOTHER







I'm sitting here, I'm thinking back to a time when I was young,
My memory is clear as day, I'm listening to the dishes clink,
You were downstairs; you would sing songs of praise,
And all the times we laughed with you,
And all the times that you stayed true to us,
Now we say, I said, I thank you,
I'll always thank you,
More than you could know,
Than I could ever show,
And I love you, I'll always love you,
There's nothing I won't do to say these words to you,
That you're beautiful forever,
You were my mom,
You were my dad,
The only thing I ever had was you, It's true,
And even when the times got hard you were there,
To let us know that we'd get through, you showed me how to be a man,
You taught me how to understand the things people do,
You showed me how to love my God,
You taught me that not everyone knows the truth,
And I thank you,
I'll always thank you,
More than you could know,
Than I could ever show,
And I love you, I'll always love you,
There's nothing I won't do to say these words to you,
That you will live forever, always

Friday, 7 May 2010

Steel Heart - She's Gone

plss


its may already.
things r too rough.
im too tired of this.
i just wanna be happy.
n go out from my darkness life
help........pls..

// .. //

To be honest,
I’m so confused.
I don’t know what I want in life,
I don’t even know what I want right now.
All I know is that I’m hurting so much inside
that it’s eating me,
and one day,
there won’t be anymore of me left.

finally ;)

hanye tinggal 1 paper je. oyehh~
u go girl! u can do it //
then boley balek rumah jmpe org trsayang.
cant wait !
:))

Things that make you feel awesome

Opening a book to the exact page you needed to open to.
Dropping something and then catching it mid air.
Taking a test and knowing every single thing on it.
Predicting what’s going to happen in a movie and end up being right.
Eating baked potatoes.
Doing an assignment 5 minutes before it’s due and still getting a 100% on it.
Opening a door right as someone was about to knock on it.
Having ridiculously good comebacks.
Assuming someone is going to spell your name wrong and they don’t.
yes

Wednesday, 5 May 2010

i'll be right here waiting

Oceans apart
Day after day
And I slowly go insane
I hear your voice
On the line
But it doesn't stop the pain
I see you next to never
How can we stay forever

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I took for granted
All the time
That I thought would last somehow
I hear the laughter and I taste the tears
But I can't get near you now
Oh can you see it baby
You've got me goin' crazy

Wherever you go
Whatever you do
I will be right here waiting for you
Whatever it takes
Or how my heart breaks
I will be right here waiting for you

I wonder how we came so survive
This romance, but in the end if I'm with you
I'll take the chance


I'm never leavin' you (I Will Be Waiting)
I'll be right here waiting, for you